Repugnance

Another day, another night,

And all I do is fight,

With the darkness in me,

And someday hope to be free,

Those words were the last,

Like a bomb just blast,

Trying to heal it ever since,

I forgot I was a prince,

Now that it’s all gone,

Days since the last sun shone,

Praying for it to be all right,

Opening my eyes always gives me a fright,

I wonder if I could take it all from you,

If not all then maybe just a few,

Those are the ones that make me cry,

Left out my pillow in the sun to dry,

“Thou maketh me live so I call upon Thee,

For Thy love is only what I see”

Past goes the night- I’m awake,

Finding myself in me and that’s when I break,

This last prayer must be answered,

Don’t let it go unanswered and abjured…..