Love, Life And God: Random Thoughts..!!!!

Love, Life And God: Random Thoughts..!!!!: It meant something else earlier, I wasn't sure it would bring about such a change in my life..... There's one thing I'd like to share fo...

Random Thoughts..!!!!

It meant something else earlier, I wasn't sure it would bring about such a change in my life.....

There's one thing I'd like to share for i have been writing something or the other every now and then. But this particular post has been on mind for quite some time now. It is something i wrote sometime back. Here it goes:-

everyday i wake up and pray,
God, please, not this day,
let me live one more phase,
leave me to graze,
in the open fields i see,
what silence and loneliness can be,
for there's no longer any you,
i am going, and I'll be through,
all day long i think not to think,
but with no one there, my eyes don't blink,
wait for the afternoon and I see,
there's too much light for there to be,
i try going somewhere else,
but, the well is where it dwells,
life's a vicious circle, you can't go out,
not in this life, for i tried to give it a thought,
have to wait for the evening,
coz, even in the open air, i was smothering,
at last the evening comes,
and releases me of my afternoon chums,
the direct light makes me feel blind,
i thank Him, for He is indeed kind,
left me all alone in my loneliness and pain,
tears roll down as a drain,
Oh Lord! let me see the beautiful evening,
for Alas! all I've been doing is dreading,
and as He is kind and wishes me to see,
the most beautiful place i could ever be,
i see the evening twilight and the shining tree,
and make a comparison with you,
how life could have been with you,
but my mind realizes, there's no you, but only me!
for there's no place beautiful without you where i can be,
so, at last, i plea, Oh My Dear Lord, help me flee,
from the pain of the day and being the lonely tree!
His kindness is the only thing i crave,
and i count on it as i lay in my own grave,
"Thou love is the ultimate one, I prayeth,
help me come to you as my grave in which i layeth"
clear the road to heaven, for here i come,
i know the things I've done cannot be undone,
so grant me the path which you like,
and I'll be happy to abide,
His grace has made me live, love and, finally,die,
i call upon Him as i cry.

This is something i dreamt about one day and decided to write it in my own words!!!!! 

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